273 days.. A Progressive Writing (Note 2)

Friends...

[Figure 2.1 - (from top left) Chelin, Raqim, Iza, Huda, Aza, Diana, Bell. (From most right clockwise) Hana, Hajar, Johan, Rahim, Fadil (hiding at the back :P), Sol, Apek, Den and me (the photographer)]

The Second Part... Here goes...
Well, I finally finished my 2nd semester exams. .. Hehe, feel happy for that... but going to 2nd year... oh NO~.. life will be more hectic - or so I thought...

Wrote about friends already... Erm, they are not the only friends that I got here... There are still many others... Just to mention a few that are close to me... Combination from 3 foundation instituitions - INTEC, Sunway and Taylor's College... Hmm, no KDU, no KMB, no nothing lol~

Life in Brisbane changes me a lot... From what I can write this second, I watch movie quite often in the cinema (I only watched movie 3 times in Malaysia @ the cinema though) huhu~ Its not too bad (Here la of course... Malaysia's cinema are the worst ever (compared to oNLY Australia though :P))... Back in Malaysia, some people doesn't watch movie but instead, they make the 'movie' sigh~ What a horrible thing to do in such a place... Malaysian Cinema should not be too dark... Owners just wanted to get benefit from those who doesn't watch movie... Feel sad for that...

What's next... Hmm, well, back in Malaysia, I never stayed up too late just to walk around the city, chatting and 'lepak'ing with my friends... I was raised up not to waste my time (ermm, playing games is another story :D)... But here, I learnt, as some of my friends always tease me, 'the grown up ways' (by the way, I was treated like a kid under age sigh~ but that's ok)... But I seldom lepak2 with them la... Usually, if I went back late, its because the movie I watched often finished at around 10-11 (12-1 am compared to Malaysia - 530pm considered to be night)... Other than that, hmmm, quite a few times I walk alone (walking back to the bus stop @ citycat stop hehe... from training)... Basically that's it about jalan2 malam!!

Changing life... Hmmm... Ok, its related to friends to though... U know, back in secondary school, I was a prefect... So got lots of things to do - kinda 'skema' a bit though... What can I do... I was given 'amanah' - I had to do things the way I was told to... So students who smoke in school are my enemy - basically yeah!! I dislike them very much for a few reasons... One, they smoke and they left their trail behind - the ashes... Can't they just smoke and clean that place afterwards?? Two, they are the one who caused sleeping problems to other students... Rollcall by the wardens... Third, they are very (sorry to use such foul word) FUCKED UP!! Its like the school is govern by us.. WHAT THE HELL!! But yeah, not all of them like that though... Some do clean up their, so called 'nest' (lol~)... And here, I learnt that they are not so bad after all... (but I am not sure that is because we are the only friends they got... probably... I didn't know them long enough)... In sum, Australia changes my perspective towards people who smoke cigar...

The End of Part 2... Coming up next - 273 days: Life as a student

273 days.. A Progressive Writing (Note 1)

16th of February 07 is the historical date when i was separated

from my family (not a permanent separation of course)... It has been 273 days since that day, and today, I'm sitting for my final 2nd semester exams - I got statistics exam today though (huh!! shouldn't I study???).

[Figure 1.1 - Picture of me and my parents, KLIA 16 Feb]

Date: 13-11-07

How long it has been... it seems short - 273 days (only~) yet the impacts are the greatest... Living in Australia changes my perspective to various of things happening around me... There are so many things to say and I rather not focus onto only one thing... SO, yeah, there will be no coherent paragraph (not a formal essay anyway :P). With not many colleagues at my age, its kinda hard for me to keep up with my so-called 'new' life... My closest friends from International Education centre (INTEC), where I did my South Australia Matriculation, are not here with me... I am alone, totally in my own world, aiming to get 1st class honour without thinking of any involvements in the society (I didn't even join Malaysian Association huhu~ but I did join the functions organized though). Anyway, back to the story, so I'm here alone, thinking of the first step for living... MAKING FRIENDS and the story begins...



Stepping my 1st step in Australia... 1st word across my mind - SEJUK!!! Well, at that time it was raining... Stepping down from the plane, in a group of JPA scholars towards to international arrival building... There, we met Pn Haslina, JPA officer in charged of JPA scholars, here in Australia.. At that time, I barely know anyone... Even Amir Afiq (later will be called Apek), Hana Hamzah, the Taylorian Girls (Huda, Bell, Aza n Ciktie), and the Sunway Boys (Raqim, Rahim n Sol)... The only student that I know is Suzlin - we r from the same school anyway.. Plus, I sat beside an Australian... Though I talked quite a not, but there's nothing much to say... I'm not that easy-light-mouthed guy who can simply talk to anyone, NON STOP!!! Then again, these are all my closest friends here (plus a few more that I know, from other sponsorships)... Need them n love them so much!! (^^)

Date: 14-11-07

SCRAM!!!

Huh... This is not suppose to be my first blog post (~_~)
Just hoping that I can do well in my exams... STATISTICS!!!


Something that I like to share....

Bismillahirramanirrahim.
ya Allah
jika aku jatuh cinta
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu
agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaiMu

ya Muhaimin
jika aku jatuh hati
izinkan aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya terpaut padaMu
agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu

ya Rabbana
jika aku jatuh hati
jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling dari hatiMu

ya Rabbul 'Izzati
jika aku rindu
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu

ya Allah
jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu
janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu

ya Allah
jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu
janganlah biarkan aku terletih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepadaMu

ya Allah
jika kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu
jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas
sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan merindui abadi hanya padaMu
amin

p/s: thank you sal & maya.